I don't need to be first wife

I DON'T NEED TO BE FIRST WIFE

I know many women who vehemently oppose the idea of sharing their husbands in eternity (as my religion believes will happen.)

But I have never felt like I need to be First Wife.

In the first place, your time would never be your own.  Your wants and needs would be swallowed up in seeking the happiness of Mr. Husband (or Brother Husband as I plan to call him).

You would be able to procreate and nurture generations of children but still have the freedom to take long walks by yourself and dream and design worlds, etc.  You could develop talents and gain knowledge ferociously in all your spare time.  And take naps!

First Wife would have to at least coordinate all the meals, don't you think?  (If she doesn't do most of the cooking which I personally believe she should do.)  I would happily do the clean up along with other wives who hate to cook like me.

Maybe I could also have the job of "Fabulous Party Planner" but not have to actually attend said parties which is how I like to operate.  "You guys go ahead and party.  I'll just be downstairs reading!  Have fun!  Yes, I did an awesome job blending theme and colors and treats and games!  Thank you!"

I wouldn't mind if Brother Husband sits always with First Wife, his number one choice or gazes at her with unquenchable love.  That's how it should be.  I'm not jealous.  I've honestly always known I’m not First Wife material.

BUT, when he IS with me, he has to think I am funny and beautiful and make me laugh.  He has to be a truth-seeker.  AND he has to like to cuddle.

But I don't have to be Main Love.  Nope.  Just loved for me once in awhile, just for the every other Thursday afternoon or whatever when he is mine.

What more could a woman ask?